Long time... no talk?

WOW.... I really haven't talked in quite awhile... everything's going great for now, not like I'm expecting THAT to last... Well, a lot's happened over Freshman year. But I'm still in shock that it's over and I can't believe I'm actually going to miss it. Good news- Annie DuMond's going to be at my school next year (: AND I got into Concert Choir, so next year's going to be great :D

Heyy!!!!!

Heyy whoever reads this! I doubt anyone reads this anymore since I havent posted in like forever, lolz. So updates? That's why I'm posting? Yuppers. SO...... I'm back in public school and away from the she-demon (Summer, if you havent read my past posts :D) And I'm loving it :) We have block scheduling and on certain days, my schedule is: Math (with evil teacher lady), English I (with wonderful teacher person, History (my fav. class and my fav. teacher :D but also the class I have with my bf!!!!!!!!!) and Spanish I (with another wonderful teacher. Then on other days, I have Word Processing (aka typing, okay teacher i guess. Most ppl dont like her but I sure do (: ), Girl's P.E. (I didn't know there was a co-ed until it was too late :(, but the coach is pretty cool, I guess. lolz), Chemistry (nicish teacher, cute guys in my group, my BEST FRIEND at the public school who's also a freshman with me, how could that class get even better?) and last, but not least, Nutrition and Wellness. (fun teacher)And well, it's going great. I have a boyfriend and he's wonderful :D Before I say his name, however, I wanna make sure it's okay with him. Honestly, and weirdly cause I have no idea why, but I think he's the only guy I've acutally felt comfortable having as my boyfriend since the ex boyfriend (not the one in like Febuary, but like you know, I havent posted in quite awhile, so I owe you this long of a post) I just had and Charles/Charlyy.
According to everyone who's known me forever, I've grown up alot???? I don't know how but like, my mom said I've became a lot more mature and happy since I've been in public school. I think being away from HER (Summer) is helping alot.
For those of you who don't know Summer and I's past, I realize now surprisingly I havent told you all that went on that makes her from the best friend to the enemy.
Well, you see, Summer led me on from the beginning of the school year last year to the beginning of Christmas break thinking we were BFF's. Then, she got into my Facebook account and cussed one of my good friends out. And its not the fact she did that that makes her horrible, it's that ALL my friends could see it and she won't even own up to it. And when I refused to take the blame, since everyone from my church could see it and everyone of all my other friends, that made me look like a biotch, not her. And so since I refused to take the blame for what she did, though the girl who it happened to believes me, but since I refuse still to take the blame, she told the whole Christian school a bunch of rumors about me and called me a whore and a skank and a slut and told them I used to cut myself.... (true, though about the cutting, I hate to admit) and stuff worse then that, probably. And she still tries to act like my best friend while we're in public school. So... yea, that's why I despise her.
Well anywho... where was I? Sorry, I got a little off topic. Oh yea... I've MATURED??? i dont get it but WHATEVER. I'm gonna go, this is too long. LOLZ

KISS KISS!!!!!!

Annie DuMond

Annie DuMond is my best best best best BEST friend in the world, I couldnt live without her and we're inseperable together. We became best friends in January and we're closer then I've been with mostly anyone, she's definitly a lot better then Summer for one thing, and I love her a whole lot more then Shyann! I just thought since I havent written on here in awhile, I wanted to give her a shoutout! Love ya Annie your my bestest friend everz!!! And Charles,if your reading this, GET IN CONTACT WITH ME!!!!!!

I'm Misrable

He's gone. He's in Texas now. I love him, but I cant and wont get another chance because even if he opens that door again, I wont be able to because he's in another state. I feel bad about all of this, but im at loss. He's gone... Summer backstabbed me and is now spreading rumors... Why is everyone trying to get me to my breaking point now that he's not here??? Well... I'm gonna ask my mom to transfer me to another private school over the summer if everything keeps going wrong in my life.... it's the only solution now that my breaking point is coming... I wont be surprised if one day I randomly just break down. I promised him I wouldnt do something anymore, but I want to so bad.... but a promise is a promise so I'm not gonna.

Cya for now :'(

IDK ANYMORE

We're broke up... my doing, again. Im just so confused lately, one person says "He's gonna break your heart" while another says "your good together" while another says "he's cheating on you" when other people say "again? is it gonna last this time?" theres so many different thoughts about it and i just cant take that crap anymore.... im confused, heartbroken, happy but yet sorrowfull at the same time... i dont even know what i want or how i feel..... i see why hes madder then ever bout our breakup this time

Grrf

I've got my man, she hates me again... wondering if this is worth it..... i think it probably is but everyone has their doubts... right?

Yay (sorta)

Hes my friend again!!! I dnt think he wants to be as close friends as we were before just yet, but I can live with this so far! As long as he doesnt hate me anymore!!!! YAY!!!!

The White Knights won a Volleyball game against lightning yesterday, everyone playedf RLY well!!! We actually used alot of teamwork!

Annie L. and I were accidentally late for our first game, tho, because we went to the Candy Store down in the mall... well.... thats all thats been going on so far!